What happens when your love life becomes a spiritual initiation?
A Memoir & Guide to the Tarot,
Sacred Sex & Radical Awakening
After a Kundalini awakening in Hawaiʻi, a free-spirited lesbian falls in love with a man—and follows their erotic intuition through a 25-year kinky, queer, polyamorous Tantric marriage.
Perhaps you’re in the middle of your own erotic awakening.
Maybe your desires no longer fit the life you inherited. Maybe you’re discovering that sexuality can open questions about love, identity, spirit, and the nature of reality itself. Maybe you’re standing at a threshold, not knowing what’s waiting on the other side.
At a threshold like this, a mirror — and a mentor who’s walked into the mystery — can help you recognize your own path.
A 25-Year Love Story That Refused the Rules
This is a story of passion, Tantra, jealousy, ecstatic highs, devastating lows, motherhood, public visibility, and a love that kept evolving. Through it all, Michael has been my teacher, lover, and hero.
“This riveting memoir offers a privileged window into the emotional risks KamalaDevi took for the sake of true love, and how they navigated every twist and turn—inclining intense jealousy and profound compassion—with an unwavering commitment to growth and integrity.”
— Marie Thouin, PhD,
Author of What is Compersion?
22 CARDS. 22 INITIATIONS. ONE RADICAL AWAKENING.
The Tarot’s Major Arcana becomes a map for a life lived in full color — from desire and devotion to breakdown and rebirth.
Pull A Card from My Tantric Tarot
Use the Archetypes as Guides. Use the Cards as a Map. Rewrite your story. Embrace the Mystery. & Live more fully!
What drew me in was KamalaDevi’s willingness to tell the truth about their life, their loves, their losses, and their transformation. The cards become a doorway into something much more universal: the messy, courageous business of being human.
Enter Through The Moon.
Receive the provocative story of my initiation into the Dakini lineage. PLUS the full-color companion cards PDF for your own practice.
PRAISE FOR ONE FOOL’S JOURNEY
“For decades, I’ve watched KamalaDevi standing on stage reminding audiences that pleasure, art, sex, and spirit are not separate.”
— Annie Sprinkle, PhD Sexologist, Author & Performance Artist
“A sumptuous text that can help you in your own quest into Self.”
— Lee Harrington Author, Teacher & Ritualist
“Engaging, vulnerable, and full of wisdom.”
— Corey Lyon Folsom Author & Educator